even when i try to be mean, and bitchy, i always wind up feeling bad. tyler was packing his things, and something hit me. i don't know what it was, but it made me want to cry. i wanted to help him, or talk to him...something. i started thinking about when we first moved into this place. he and i were really close,and i hate it when things happen this way. i feel terrible. and i really don't want him to hate me. even though i may have come off cold, and hateful, i didn't mean to hurt you in any way. i hope all of us can talk this out. because as odd as this sounds at this time, i think i am going to miss you. but i don't think you're ready to be out on your own. i honestly don't know if any of us are. just know that i'll be here for you.